The biggest problem facing us as individuals is that we have all been caught up in the race of looking for relief. Our time would be spent far more profitably looking for strength.
We would never tolerate a dictatorial government, so why do we put up with all of the inner tyrants, including the chief dictator, better known as the false self? We need not. A revolt is necessary, and I can promise you that victory is assured.
However, you must revolt intelligently. Don’t waste your time planning a coup in the workplace or at home. Leave your relationships alone. They are not the problem. If you want to live the ever-pleasant, ever-present life, the only regime you must overthrow is your present way of thinking.
The first step in this right rebellion to reclaim your own life is to learn what it means to think toward yourself instead of from yourself. The difference is when you learn to think toward your thinking, this special kind of self-separation allows you to question its intelligence.
This is a highly intelligent act, because thinking from your self lets unexamined thoughts race into action. For instance, saying yes when you mean to say no, or vice versa, is a small but painful illustration of what happens to us when we don’t examine our thoughts and feelings before speaking. Resentment almost always follows. And, as we are learning, one of the chief tricks of the false self is to make you think that what it wants is what you want.
In this case, the false self loves to feel resentful. Resenting someone is like a pleasure cruise on a luxury liner for this shallow nature, because it can crash and sink itself again and again over the situation — a situation, incidentally, whose wreckage you are left to clean up.
So, you see it can be highly profitable to challenge your own thinking. Just as you would never buy a sack of diamonds without first confirming the seller’s professional standing and the stones’ actual value, you should never buy any of your own thoughts or feelings until you are certain of their source and that they are indeed yours!
I’m sure that we can all agree that no intelligent, conscious man or woman would ever intentionally hurt him or herself. No one would choose to ache. Yet, the fact remains that all of us do hurt ourselves every day with bursts of anger or fits of depression or anxiety.
There can be no doubt that fear and worry exact a definite toll on all levels of our health and well-being. Intelligent, conscious beings would never intentionally hurt themselves, but we somehow manage to do just that in one way or another almost every day.
So, how do we reconcile this contradiction? There is only one possible conclusion that we can draw from these facts: we must be unconscious while thinking that we are awake! In other words, during those times of self-betrayal when we are hurting ourselves or others with negative inner states, even though our eyes are open and all kinds of sensations are coursing through us, we must be asleep to what we are doing to ourselves or we wouldn’t be doing it.
Somehow we have become separated from the real Intelligence within us that knows better than to punish itself. There is never any intelligent reason to feel bad. If you will only let these truthful ideas prove this astonishing fact to you, one day this new understanding will go before you and defeat all that has been defeating you.
Now comes an important moment in our self-questioning. If real Intelligence is incapable of hurting itself, then how can we call any thinking that leads to a stressful state intelligent?
Let’s review briefly. Intelligence does not cause itself to suffer. Yet, as proven, we suffer. This can only mean that a counterfeit intelligence has been passed off on us and we’ve accepted its thinking as our very own.
There is only one way that such a sinister switch could take place within us and go undetected. During those all-too-familiar, worry-packed moments, we are asleep to ourselves. In this strange psychic slumber we only dream we are awake.
Since unawareness of our selves is the only problem, then awareness is the only answer. You may not be able to think your way out, but you can see your way clear. This special kind of inner seeing is safety. Waking up to your self is the same as letting go of all those self-defeating thoughts and feelings that have been telling you how to win.