Vanatta Ka'i is a student and Depth Worker under the tutelage of Hanakia Ek-Way Zedek, an urban shaman and spiritual teacher. Hanakia coined a term for those that choose to go to the depths of self: Depth Worker. We are the explorer of the Unknown, not settling for what we have been told is the Truth, rather seeking out our own Truth from within. This collection of poems takes you on my journey, or at least part of my journey, into those depths. Each poem has become a paver to mark where I was and what I was working through, taking me to a depth I had not experienced and unraveling the twisted mess of old beliefs and programming.