When I was in my mid-twenties, I had a dream that I was chained in a narrow causeway, hunched over, and a brother was pouring gasoline on me. He took a match and lit me on fire, while my other two brothers simply watched, condoning the experience.
At that time in my life, I was being kicked to the curb, disinherited and accused of being in a cult because I attended Lake Harriet Spiritual Community. Various people stabbed me in the back, betrayed me and placed darkness where there was light.
At the time, I was deeply injured by the betrayal of the people closest to me. Since then, I have gotten myself re-inherited, spoken my peace and moved on to a place of wholeness. I know now I cannot be harmed, no matter what anyone else does or thinks or says. The people who stood against me are reaping what they have sown. In a state of detachment, I know it is not my job to correct them any further.
Routinely in my life, I have been met with situations or people who attempt to affirm I don’t exist, because they aren’t willing to accept the information I am bringing.
Now I regard it all as a comedy. I have grown immune to anyone who moves against me, to public censure, to social disapproval. I live in a knowingness of the Divine Truth within me, and I operate from there freely, regardless of whether anyone else understands or accepts it. I have found the freedom to live as myself, and let others enjoy the fruits of their own reality. Authenticity is an in-the-moment experience, and that liberates me to be who I am in every moment, in a state of non-judgment and self-acceptance.
The Divine Universe has put out a call to many souls to come to this aspect of creation – our galaxy, our solar system, our earth – to anchor in changes to realign this corner of creation with the Divine. In her book Bringers of the Dawn, Barbara Marciniak discusses system busters, those who have come here to bust apart systems several hundred thousand years old; systems that ban, bar or block the Divine Light from coming to the planet. I am one of these people.
The actions I take can be as small as placing a phone call, which I know will render more than a few people unhappy, or as large as confronting an organization in which politics is attempting to block the light.
My dreams are a good source of information for me, and I often wake up after an informative dream, knowing what I need to do.
Recently I have come to the awareness that my life purpose has been about “servicework at all costs.” This has meant that friendships, family, jobs, material security, etc., have taken a second place to anchoring light on the planet. This has meant that my life has appeared to have little external purpose for decades. In lieu of typical support structures, I have become my own bastion, a rock of solidity.
I have felt the Divine Ecstasy that happens when old systems break apart so the new Divine Light can come back in. I choose this ecstasy over any limitation that others would choose or attempt to choose for me. I know the Divine Ecstasy that makes up my being and continually expands in our corner of the Universe.
Won’t you join me, in bringing in and unleashing this ecstasy in every moment?